May 1, 2010
April 6, 2010
This post is a continuation of the post below titled, “Do We Choose Our Death”
After I received the call from our neighbor in Germany telling me my husband had been in an accident and that I better go home, I tried calling the airline to change our tickets back to Germany. They kept telling me they couldn’t do it because they couldn’t get my information from the code from our tickets. I called back 3 times in the hopes that someone would be able to figure it out. I purchased our tickets at a German travel agency, so I thought that was the problem. Finally, the last man I spoke to asked if I could just go to the airport with my ticket. He said they could change them if they had them in their hands. So we rushed in, got dressed, I told David and Jared what had happened and told them to stay at my mom’s with my brother Todd and I’d be back soon.
With wet hair, shorts and a tank top on, and my purse in hand with our airline tickets and passports, my mom, stepfather and I hopped in the truck for the 45 minute drive to the airport. About half way there I kept thinking, “I have to call Todd!” Honestly, I thought he had gotten the phone call that my husband Dave had died. I began to panic, really feeling the need to call my brother! It was so hard being away from a phone. (no cell phone) When my stepfather let my mom and I out of the truck I told my mom I had to call Todd. She asked me to wait till we got up to the counter from the long line we were standing in. She could feel I was a wreck, so she told me to go ahead inside and call him. I called Todd from a pay phone and he asked, “Did you get the message?” I said, “No! Oh my God, what is it?” He said that the Red Cross called and said they would help with any extra cost to change our tickets. Whew! Dave is still okay! So the minute my mom and I and my stepfather got to the ticket counter, the lady there told me I was supposed to call Todd. After a surprised look towards my mom, I told her I already did, then she told me there was a plane leaving in 5 minutes if I wanted to go get on it. OH MY GOSH! I looked at my mom and asked her if she would fly with the boys back to Germany since I left them at my mom’s house. I had no idea I would fly out that day! But, guess what! Spirit blocked me from having our tickets changed over the phone because I never would have taken that flight to Germany. I would have thought there was no way we could have even made it, with packing and getting the boys ready. So instead of having to wait till the next day, I was on the plane, with no suitcase, no clothes, nothing but my purse. I didn’t care, I wanted to get home to my husband.
Besides the drive to the airport, the flight felt the longest I had ever made. I tried to sleep but I kept worrying that Dave wouldn’t make it before I got there. Hey I’m human! Like I said in the last post, I didn’t realize how very real my psychic abilities really were. Before I left Kansas City, I told my mom to call Brian, our neighbor in Germany and let him know that I had no luggage and for him to be there exactly when I landed. I got off the plane, went through customs and out the door I went. I scanned the crowd for Brian but I didn’t see him, so I was headed out to find a taxi! He saw me and caught up with me first, thank God, because I didn’t have any German Marks!
It is amazing how spirit works for us to make things happen! Even with the frustrating phone calls to the airlines, it was all for a reason! Try to remember, if something just isn’t happening for you that you are pushing to do, there is a reason. God knows the right timing for everything!
April 2, 2010
Sometimes people want to know when they are going to die, or why someone else died at an early age or from tragic circumstances. I’ve learned that we do choose when we pass away, and we may have a number of opportunities to pass and we choose whether we want to stay in a body or go “home”.
One example is my husband Dave. While we were living in Germany in 1999, the boys and I went to Missouri to visit my family. Dave stayed in Germany and had a “golf week” with his buddies. One afternoon I was laying out by my mom’s pool, all alone while my mom was at work. In my mind I was thinking, “What if Dave died in a car accident? What would the boys and I do? Where would we live? What would I do?” On and on my mind went, thinking so many tragic things about Dave passing away in a car accident! By the time my mom got home I was in a state of panic, really feeling the accident really did happen. (I did not yet know how real my psychic abilities were at that time) When my mom pulled up I asked her for her overseas long distance code to call Dave. It was an 800 number with about a 15 number code we had to put in to call Germany. I called and only got our answering machine, so I left a message asking Dave to call me. Later that evening Dave called, but he hadn’t even gotten my message, he just called. Shew! Relief! Dave was okay and my imagination had just gotten away with me.
The next morning we were drinking coffee thinking about what to do that day. The phone rings and it’s my neighbor in Germany asking to speak to me. I answer and he says, “Beth, are you sitting down?” Oh my God! I started shaking, my eyes bigger than silver dollars, knowing something was wrong. He said Dave had been in an accident on the way home from golfing, he’s in the hospital because he had been burned and that I should come home. Panic! Oh my God, my husband is going to die before we even get back home! We immediately go inside, get dressed and go to the airport to change our tickets. I was back in Germany less than 24 hours after the accident. There are many circumstances that happened to get me home that quickly, but I will write about that in my next post. This is about my husband choosing to stay here.
My husband was in intensive care on the burn unit for 2 weeks, then one week in a normal room. He had skin grafts, an infection on one of his donor sites, and infection in his heart catheter over 2 week’s time. I had to be completely sterile, in a gown, shoes, mask, etc, and I wasn’t allowed to touch him or anything he would touch for those two weeks. I stayed with him the entire length of visiting hours. His day nurse finally allowed me to put on a surgical gown when I would come in and take the proper steps to be 100% sterile so that I could touch him and help him. I just wanted to put a cold, wet cloth on his face and head. He looked so hot. I wanted to hug my husband!
After talking with Dave about what happened, he said his truck had rolled. It rolled from one side of the autobahn to the other side, into on coming traffic. He said as the truck was rolling, he prayed, “God, if I am going to die, just let me see Beth and the boys one more time.” When he landed, wheels down on the road, the truck caught fire. The only way out of the truck was the passenger door, but the door was locked and the automatic door locks weren’t working! So he turned sideways and kicked the door open! Fire! He ran through the fire with his arm over his face, all the while screaming. It was amazing that he screamed like that, or he would have inhaled the fire! When he got out of the fire, there was a German man standing on the side of the road waiting for him with water. So many people stopped and were pouring water on Dave until the medical helicopter came to get him.
So, Dave could have chosen to die that day, but he didn’t want to! He chose to stay here with me and our boys, thank God. I hope he will stay many years longer!
March 1, 2010
Recently I got 2 phone calls within one day of each other from ladies who had been to psychics. The first lady who I will call Muffin had gotten a reading from me recently. She got a reading at a festival in town with her friend, who received a reading from the psychic’s daughter. The psychic told her a few accurate things, then proceeded to tell her she had negativity around her. Muffin called me to ask me if I had sensed this around her also. Obviously the news scared and worried her. I told her no, if I had sensed that, and if her guides or loved ones thought it was important for her to know, they would have given me that information to pass along. I asked her about the psychic, if she felt she was authentic or not and Muffin said yes, she knew some things that were going on in her life. I then asked her if she wanted her to come back again for another reading to see if the negativity was gone or if she wanted more money to remove the negativity. She said the psychic asked for $25 more to pray for the negativity to go away. Muffin gave her the money.
The next phone call was from a lady in another state who was desperate. She finally figured out that the psychic she had been in contact with for months was a fraud and liar, and took a lot of money from “Joan”. The “psychic” of course told her things that made sense, then told her she could help her get her husband back. Of course this involved putting a box with dirt and other items under Joan’s bed, rituals, and lots and lots of money. The psychic told her that next month she would give Joan her money back, that she really didn’t need it because she did readings for the stars in Hollywood. Almost $2000 later Joan called the psychic and her phone had been disconnected. Joan cannot find her to get her money back. Did Joan get her husband back? HECK NO!
There are greedy psychics who use their abilities to place fear in you. Once they have scared you, they pounce. All they want is more money. I want to tell you something. I’ve seen on the internet and in magazines where psychics promise to return your lover to you, promise to cast spells to get you a job, etc. Guess what? They CAN’T! They cannot do that! No one can make a person do something against their own will. No one can “bring” anything to you except for you! You are the only one who can create things in your life, such as a job or boyfriend or husband. If your husband or boyfriend has left, think about it; do you really want someone back who doesn’t want to be with you? I know it hurts, but when someone or something is not good for us and we keep ignoring this, the universe has a way of removing them or it from our lives. You know why? Because there is someone better waiting to come along!
What I’m really trying to say is if a psychics lures you in to calling them because they promise you something, please know that they are only going to get you to keep calling them so they can get more of your money. If you go to a psychic and they say anything that scares you, run! Run as fast as you can because you know what is coming next! They will want more money to remove a curse or negativity or bad aura…you get my drift. Fear is not of God, just remember that. Fear is the opposite of love, so if a psychic puts fear in you, she is not of love.
I wish I could warn so many people that the fraudulent psychics have to stop what they are doing because they’re not getting any business! It’s such a shame for them to take advantage of people and take the money most of the people can’t afford to give. For those of you who have been to people like this, I’m so sorry, and please know that there are some good ones who truly want to help you. Just follow your gut instinct and you will find the one who is right for you.